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Scenes From Bellevue Park

by Jacksonport

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Seymour is the Captain he’s standing at the mast and looking out upon a world, divine Angela the First Mate is not serving as roommate and playing with a favorite ball of twine Mickey and Michaela are talking ‘bout the sailor who stole Pruscilla’s husband in the war Nikki and Juanito are missing the casino where Eddie had a lucky streak before watching day turn to dark scenes from Bellevue Park Betty came to see me with a little dog named Kiki who prefers other dogs to human friends I’m sipping on a tulip and smelling a fresh Julep when the cops come by to tell us off, again Captain Seymour’s crying- he scraped his knee while trying to climb a tree while Mama looked away Daddy drops the bottle, Mama runs full throttle Daddy sips while Mama saves the day watching day turn to dark scenes from Bellevue Park
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I once had a pretty nice place with the kind of space to host some friends but things changed and so did i i looked behind my eyes and took a long weekend i know the streetlight shining through my window every night i’ve named the roses on the wall i dream a silver bullet the trigger, i pull it the chamber is empty my ma has a P.H.D my dad a Law degree from very nice schools well me, I prefer the flowers to those kinds of hours and all them rules i know the streetlight shining through my window every night i’ve named the roses on the wall i dream a silver bullet the trigger, i pull it the chamber is empty hold my hand and their mystery scars i left my car back in Illinois tell me all about the neighborhood ghosts, the ones you love the most, the old cowboys i know the streetlight shining through my window every night i’ve named the roses on the wall i dream a silver bullet the trigger, i pull it the chamber is empty
3.
I know it’s hard getting older things didn’t turn out the way we wanted take a little, take take a little breath with me living over there by the West Side Highway took a little time to say goodbye take a little, take take a little breath with me take a little, take take a little breath with me then we’ll go riding lightning with our teeth around the fuse i listen to the rain when i’m lonely i listen to the train passing slowly take a little, take take a little breath with me grandpa wore a green beret in the forest we only put bullets in the chorus take a little, take take a little breath with me take a little, take take a little breath with me then we’ll go riding lightning with our teeth around the fuse so take a little breath with me Michael, take a little breath with me Michael take a little, take take a little breath with me take a little, take take a little breath with me then we’ll go riding lightning with our teeth around the fuse yea we’ll go riding lightning with our teeth around the fuse
4.
I pull of on the shoulder towards my left hand the ocean plays the boulders, a one man band tasting dusty driveways with my toes a breeze that’s lounging sideways in comfy clothes last night I awoke gasping for the last breath in the room the kind that chokes and doesn’t let you back to sleep too soon my love, she held me until daybreak she said “if you know paradise, you’re bound to feel the earthquake” smooth and painted freeway for fading stars long enchanted byway in a used car last night I awoke gasping for the last breath in the room the kind that chokes and doesn’t let you back to sleep too soon my love, she held me until daybreak she said “if you know paradise, you’re bound to feel the earthquake” kissed by California, soft and bold promise of the morning is California Gold
5.
I can see lightning when you breathe lightly i can taste honey when you lean against me, buddy i can smell gardenias when you’re eyes cross mine i feel silk ‘tween my fingers everytime i can hear you laughing to yourself in the other room you are a garden in full bloom you’ve got me singin’ like a loose and lazy loon
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lightning strikes, thunderbolts in the night and the helicopters sway across Santa Monica bay, everyone's afraid handmade signs, instructions for curbside wine thoughts of GTA, who'd notice anyway? Should we get out, or should we stay? I find myself holding fresh flowers having sourdough kisses in the golden hour sunflower suede and a mourning dove a bed left unmade, always in reach of the one i love i find myself holding fresh flowers what's there to say? no work to be found today no more work to lose. Just half a bottle of booze and a sky of blue I find myself holding fresh flowers having sourdough kisses in the golden hour sunflower suede and a mourning dove a bed left unmade, always in reach of the one i love i find myself holding fresh flowers
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I'm Around 03:17
I heard your laugh first thing this morning, it was the first sound in my mind might feel like i left without a warning, might feel like left you in a bind but deep down you know, I’m around picked up my phone to call this evening even got through to you this time you are the only one you’re deceiving spring is here and this is still wartime but deep down you know, i’m around i’m around remember how you taught me to be gentle? remember how you taught me to be kind? it’s time for you to let me teach you- the real battleground is in our minds deep down you know I’m around I’m around
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a slip of the hand, i dropped the glass it fell into the kitchen sink, watched Aunt Dot’s crystal as it smashed in a high-pitched blast you kissed my lips before your cherry lip-gloss dried and like a mystery cupboard, you were determined to know what was inside i was terrified the basement meets the broom and we light Electric Roses in the bedroom when lightning strikes the tall oak tree taking out the neighbor’s house, 150 years fall heavily between my brother and me the basement meets the broom and we light Electric Roses in the bedroom the fat Robin in the bath is making faces while he laughs and drinks his fill I’m on the phone, the debt collector’s line now pay up for the children’s toys that you bought to sell another time down in Anaheim the basement meets the broom and we light Electric Roses in the bedroom the fat Robin in the bath is making faces while he drinks his fill and has the last laugh
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I want you to know that a lot of times I know what I’m doing I want you to see that when you’re not here i’m still out being me Believe me I know, there’s a lot of things you know a hella lot better Believe me I see that you only want the very best for me Appreciate you my friend, I’m telling you in the end I’m trying to be me Thank you my friend, I’m telling you in the end I’ve gotta be me Trying to be me Gotta be me Believe me I know, there’s a lot of things you know a hella lot better Believe me I see that you only want the very best for me Appreciate you my friend, I’m telling you in the end I’m trying to be me Thank you my friend, I’m telling you in the end I’ve gotta be me Trying to be me Gotta be me Trying to be me Gotta be me
10.
Tularosa 02:58
I slept in L.A. county when I had a home tonight I’m under the bridge sleeping alone the wind kicks up for a freeway fire smoke is rising to the telephone wire I pray to Tularosa with the bleach blonde hair to roll on up beside us, show us that she cares headlights for a halo, riding on chrome wings Tula can you hear my heart hammering? when i’m dead and gone don’t wear black lace and don’t cry too much just remember my face i’ve been stepped over a time or two but not by Tularosa On The Avenue Remember Tularosa with the bleach blonde hair to roll on up beside us, show us that she cares headlights for a halo, riding on chrome wings Tula can you hear my heart hammering? Tula can you hear my heart hammering?
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The Bells of Virgin Mary are ringing this morning, ringing for me, each one is splitting my heart wide open dropping a rope in, leaving a key the bells, the bells, the bells, there's a place i'd long forgotten buried inside me, covered in leaves it smells of white pine and forest flowers celestial powers bellow and breath the bells the bells the bells when i was younger, i'd hide in silence afraid of the violence inside of me that's when i found the eternal forest the bells played in chorus, my heart was a tree the bells the bells the bells The Bells of Virgin Mary are ringing this morning, ringing for me, each one is splitting my heart wide open dropping a rope in, leaving a key the bells, the bells, the bells
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I was walking out of Jerry’s, spitting up a lightning bolt tripping on some roses for a laugh or two if Betty came to see me now- her sea-glass eyes and handmade rings- i’d tell her i’d been thinking bout some things that Love’s an action, not a feeling and we can take us from here to there when you touch me, I start healing. When you listen to me, I know I’m really here. Remember when you saw me last? Sitting on the old park bench drowning in the puddle of my mind the honey taste of your arm round me, your laugh a bouquet of flowers, you pick me up and turn back on the power cause Love’s an action, not a feeling and we can take us from here to there when you touch me, I start healing. When you listen to me, I know I’m really here.
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credits

released May 1, 2022

Taylor Ashton (backing vocals)
Adam Brisbin (pedal steel, electric guitar, electric bass, acoustic guitar)
David Bailen (backing vocals)
Julia Bailen (backing vocals, backing vocal arrangements)
John Fatum (lead vocals, guitars, percussion, drums, electric bass, production, songwriting)
Michael Fatum (trumpets)
Staci Foster (harmony vocals)
Sarah Jarosz (harmony vocals)
Bridget Kearney (harmony vocals)
Chris Ott (conch shells, toy instruments)
Julian Pollack (keyboards)
Rachael Price (backing vocals)
Hannah Read (fiddle, harmony vocals)
Jacob Sharp (harmony vocals)
Ted Taforo (saxophones, flutes, and woodwind arrangements)
Steven Van Betten (electric guitar, harmony and backing vocals)
Tamsin Wilson (harmony vocals)



recorded in Emily Sill's garage and Eliza Wallace's studio apartment, Los Angeles, CA. Produced by John Fatum (Jacksonport)
mixed by Robin MacMillan at Faraway Sound, California.
mastered by Chris Boerner at The Kitchen in Chapel Hill, NC
all songs and lyrics by John Fatum (BMI), published by Looking for a Light Publishing (BMI), except for "Boundless Love."

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Jacksonport Los Angeles, California

Jacksonport comes from the imagination of singer/songwriter John Fatum, named for the small town in Door County, Wisconsin where he spent summers growing up.

John now lives in Los Angeles where he produces records, performs locally, and plays drums for touring acts including GRAMMY winner Sarah Jarosz, Watkins Family Hour, Jack Symes, Wilsen, Buck Meek, and Maya Hawke.
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